We went to the pool on Sunday for a few hours. I got burnt up a little bit. Nothing too bad, but I should be nice and tan by the end of this month if this continues. I felt pretty good and comfortable on Sunday. Relaxing in the pool, even if it is the baby pool and it only goes up to my waist, is nice.
This week, thus far, has been pretty boring and uneventful. I don't think I'm making any progress still with this pregnancy. It's very frustrating. Yesterday morning I woke up with some intense pressure and decided to walk in the evening since it was cool outside. I had a few contractions while walking and more intense pressure. It equated to nothing once I got home though. Around 10:30pm lastnight (6/15) I started having contractions that were pretty far away. I want to say every 20 to 30 minutes. Nothing to worry about but once I went to sleep around 1am they were a bit closer together. By 4:30am I was awake with pretty intense cramps and contractions. They eventually tapered off around 5:30am and I was finally able to get some sleep. I hate that I've been in so much pain and have made no progress.
The only thing I want from this pregnancy is to go into labor on my own and do it all naturally. I don't think that is going to happen. This pregnancy has been far from easy for me. Between the morning sickness that has lasted nearly 9 months, and the pain I've been in since about 28 weeks, I'm ready for just one thing to go my way. I see the doctor tomorrow, but I'm not going to have them check me. I'll just be disappointed to hear that I've made no progress, I'd rather just not know.
I've been absolutely horrible with my "schedule." I'm just way too uncomfortable to keep up with it all.